Replied By: tribgirl on Dec 22, 2016, 3:57PM
I have a sister and brother.  They may be half sister and half brother but they are just my sister and brother to me.  They are kids.  My sister is 13 and my brother is 11.  My dad and step-mother will not let me because I wanted my Dad to man up about the physical & verbal abuse he did to me.  It is pure agony.  I pray every night to hug them and tell them how much I love them.  Even if it is once.  I know them and they will tell them that I am crazy (I have Bipolar) and I don't care about them.  When I really, really, infinity really care about them and love them.  I have only 2 photos of my sister and none of my brother.  And I touch her face on the photos a lot.  I cry some days because it hurts me so bad.  I will cry myself to sleep some nights because this kills me.  It feels like I die a little bit each day that I can't see them.  I don't know what to do.  I want to see them when they are both 18 and over but I don't know how to do it.  I am on disability so I don't have a lot of money and a detective is too much.
Replied By: tribgirl on Feb 4, 2015, 3:54PM
This woman is addicted to attention.  I use to be addicted to attention and I was in and out of ER's all the time.  I got this problem under control.  I fight it everyday but for the past 7 years I only go to the Dr when I need it.  I find ways to get positive attention not negitive.  I am a crafter and I am delighted by people who love my crafting.  That is the only thing I need.  None of the stuff that I use to do.
Replied By: tribgirl on Jan 29, 2015, 3:59PM
My family is the same way.  My Mom and I was abused by some of them but will they admit to it but noooo they won't.  I figure they will never change and never admit what they done.  My Mom won't call them her family.  Me I call the THE Family.  I have dreams trying to get them to admit it but they never do even in my dreams.  Denied awake and asleep.
Replied By: tribgirl on May 21, 2015, 3:56PM
Take the job lady!!!  I don't care if it is part time full time weekends or a fill in position  I don't care if it is just a CHRISTmas job!!  I feel sorry for only her children.  We have at least one  person  in Green Bay WI that is the same way.  I know one that don't want a fast food job or anything under $10 per hour.  We have a lot of jobs in GB WI but no one wants to fill them.
Replied By: tribgirl on May 13, 2015, 3:56PM
My Grandma told my Mom the the amish is a cult.  She was into saying that my Mom was going to be in a cult someday.  She even called my Dad a cult leader
Replied By: tribgirl on May 13, 2015, 4:03PM
There is a lot of secrets in the amish.  Sounds like my abusive family who can never tell the truth even if they where paid a million bucks.  English or amish abuse will happen.  I know.  Me and my Mom survived the abuse.  And the treatment of woman is sick.  I have a loud mouth and if I seen him myself and he tried to talk over me he would not win.  I have a louder voice than him.  God help his soul.
Replied By: tribgirl on Jan 24, 2014, 4:19PM
I am a recovering addict of lieing myself.  I feel you are never recovered you are always recovering like a illness that is not cured but under control.  I started this addiction when I was 7 years old.  I was being abused at that time raped at 17 from a family member.  I got so good at it the thrill was getting away with it and the fear is them finding out like the woman on the show  It took unitl my late 20s to change stop it.  It was hard but I worked on it for many years.  Now when my mom says anything I said in the past which was a lie I tell her it was a like.  After I stopped I can't tell what I said was a lie or not sometimes.  I have it so engrained into my head I don't know what is fact or fiction.  A side effect of the addiction.  I hope and pray for this woman that she can be a recovering lier like me.  I tell her good luck and let her know she has hope to stop the lieing
Replied By: tribgirl on Jan 8, 2014, 4:03PM
I have 5 different diets I have to go by.  It is hard and confusing to figure what I can or can't eat.  How am I going to lose weight when most of the "diet" I can't.  Fresh veggies & fruit CAN'T HAVE and this is just to starts.frusterated out of my mind.  one says yes to this then another says no you can't have that.  AHHH!!!  Someone help me!!!  I have blood thinner diet,. IBS, Gastroparisis, Acid Reflex, Diabetic diet  WHAT CAN I EAT TO LOSE WEIGHT!?
Replied By: tribgirl on Apr 19, 2012, 5:09PM
I have my PTSD from sexual abuse and physical abuse.  I also was teased in school.  I have nightmares and flashbacks and it changed me.  I went to self-mutilation, drug abuse, eatings disorders, the three main ones anyway, the choking game.  I pulled myself out of all of that but I had to learn to deal with my PTSD.  I went to some group meetings, went to therapy to learn to deal with it and got a wonderful service cat, GG (short for Garfield's Girl), who helps me everyday.  She is laying by me right now.  Once you learn to deal with it go through what happened and learn to be a survivor instead of a victim of PTSD and what happened to me.

I also found God.  It made my life better.  It makes me think that what satan uses for evil God uses for good.  My Grandma, God rest her soul, said what don't kill you makes you stronger.  Both of them rain true in my life today.  I hope this story helps someone suffering with PTSD.
Replied By: tribgirl on Jul 16, 2012, 10:35AM
OMG I was abused but not that horriblly bad!!!  I call it my earthly I can't say the next word on this message board.  I think you can figure out what word is next.  I AM GLAD YOU ARE HELPING THIS WOMAN DOCTOR PHIL!!  GOOD LUCK TO YOU HONEY!!!  I AM CHEERING FOR YOU!!!
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