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Replied By: ccortez1987 on Feb 8, 2016, 11:39AM
I want to tell you all a story. A story of a little girl, a scared little girl. A little girl that was once me. A little girl that could be any of the little girls you encounter on a daily basis. Please share this story. I am ready to tell my story, in hopes that this can help someone else.

The first time it happened my brother and sister went with my grandma to big star, a local grocery store. My grandpa used to lay me on his chest while he was laying down, and like this for years, I fell asleep. This night was different. As I layed there on his chest, at 6 years old, and he "massaged" my back his hands got lower and lower until they were completely over my butt. He proceeded to lower my pants and grope and touch my private parts. My grandma got home at that time so his quickly pulled up my pants and it ended there, that day. It was the beginning of a nightmare.
At that time, we lived in a trailer on lakeshore drive in Marion, Arkansas. At one end of the trailer was "the kids" rooms and at the other end there was a master bedroom where "he" stayed with my grandma. It had double doors, with glass from top to bottom. You could see someone coming clear across the house. What convenience this gave him. I spent many days and nights behind those doors, trapped in his twisted fantasy. I remember day one being home alone with him for whatever reason I was eating a sandwich in the living room and tried so hard to stay really, really quiet... he was sleeping, I prayed I wouldn't wake him up. I failed at my attempt. He came out of that room and headed straight for me. He forced himself on me groping me, fondling etc... again I was about 7 years old! I panicked and got out the only words that I could manage to get out.... "Im hungry!" To that his response was "Im horney!" and continued to have his way with me for hours until my grandma finally came home. Please keep in mind while you are reading this story that I was around 7 years old at this time, less than 100 pounds, and he was a grown man, over 300 pounds!!!! I was terrified of him!
When I was growing up Larry worked for a Morgue. His job was to drive the hearse, delivering the corpse' to funeral homes etc. It was a graveyard job and he always found a way to drag me away with him, giving him full access to me. I remember one time being sodomized in front of DEAD BODIES in the back office of the morgue, door wide open and the only focal point I can grasp is the two dead men laying feet away from me on the embalming table! Larry tried to physically take my virginity at the age of 9. I guess daily forceful oral sex from a child wasn't satisfying him anymore. He layed me on my grandmas bed, the bed they shared together!!! He lifted my legs back as far as they would go and proceeded to try to penetrate me with his penis!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! All I could get out was a desperate cry of pain! "owwww!" I yelled. over and over again. This didn't even phase him. He continued with failed attempts until I was literally sore and in pain from this!
This continued until I was 12 years old when my drug addict mom decided to get clean and come back for us. Let me ad, that he also did this to her as a child, and she left HER CHILD with the very man who violated her giving him permission basically to do it to me too!!! When she came back I jumped at the fact to move across country to California and live with her!! I thought "ITS FINALLY OVER!" . Man was I wrong!
When I moved to California my grandparents followed ! We all "started over" and the abuse just seemed to stop. For years I bottled it up, telling nooone what I had been through! I acted out in ways that obviously were not healthy and continued to have broken relationships with family and friends because of this. At the age of 16 I ran away from home and ended up getting pregnant with my oldest son Jacob. I cut off contact with my entire family until one day.... One day I heard that my grandparents were finally divorcing, not because of what he did to us kids (yes kids) but because he had an affair. I lost it, I told her everything in a rage of anger one night on the phone! I told her everything he did to me, everything I have written here, plus more! I thought "he is finally going to pay for what he did and someone will finally be in my corner". My grandma initially was furious out to put him away. She took me to the Santa Ana police department and I spent hours at 16 years old (pregnant) recounting all these horrible things he did to me. I was told that since so much time had passed that they could not do anything as far as arresting him but would investigate my accusations. I received a letter a few months later that my accusations were founded and Larry's name was placed on the Arkansas list of Child Maltreatment. But still, no prosecution. Larry has now moved across country, started over and is still up to his same shit! Only now, its with another family.
I have no contact with most of my family because of all of this. My grandma never followed through with getting justice for me, in fact she befriended this man even after the truth came out! I know its crazy! It was a twist to the knife that had already been stabbed in my back.
I still struggle daily with memories and flashbacks. I take medication for anxiety, depression and PTSD. I'm not normal, probably never will be because of what happened. I struggle to trust, I struggle with patience and staying happy. I struggle finding my joy. But I am a survivor, this I know. I will be okay. I will heal, and this is the first step!

I have a facebook support group called healing hearts and I welcome any survivors of abuse to join and unite with us against this horrible epidemic. Please copy and paste the following link to view the facebook page:
https://www.facebook.com/groups/1511674979154833/ 
 
Replied By: sally_giles on Jan 26, 2016, 5:02PM
What do you do when you see your own children abusing their spouses?
 
Replied By: sally_giles on Jan 26, 2016, 5:02PM
What do you do when you see your own children abusing their spouses?
 
Replied By: cindylee1227 on Jan 19, 2016, 2:38AM - In reply to cindylee1227
continued advise.


go to a social worker.....ask for help getting yourself in order.  You need to first start with yourself to show the court you are helping yourself, taking care of yourself.  Get physical therapy and medical care to help you get stronger physically so you can care for your child.  Physical therapy...be the best you can be.....then take some classes available in your area so you are out in the community functioning around other people.  The court is not going to even allow visitation if you are holed up in a box with no good influences for a child to be around.   
 
Replied By: cindylee1227 on Jan 19, 2016, 2:32AM - In reply to paulamcatee
You are the mother.....yes...a mother needs her child & the child needs their mother.  But love is not enough.  A child needs care and to grow up in good living conditions, be educated, nice clothes, food to eat.

a mother's love gives all this to the child so the child does not suffer.

if you can provide, home, clean home, clothes, food, schooling for the child then of coarse get a lawyer from the legal aid society, free lawyer, and petition the court for custody.....

BUT....if you cannot provide your child with this....then think like a mother...you want your child to have the very best!   Love your child....ask the court.....for visitation rights.....you can basically share parenting.....the court should not deny visitation rights unless you might live or be in a area that is dangerous.

you need to show the court to that you are actively getting your life together...

go to your social worker if you are on welfare, I suspect you might be as you cannot walk, 
 
Replied By: cindylee1227 on Jan 19, 2016, 2:11AM - In reply to ohioman44657
You said it best, you got out of the situstion and now it is just an experience you came through like touching a hot stove.


Carl is stuck in the situation, stuck in his own mind.  The insults he threw at you are basically how he feels about himself...the kid saying is almost true

I am rubber you are glue......,anything you do or say to me bounces off me and sticks to you...


how true this is CARL has to live with what he did....you do not.....😉☑️
 
Replied By: cindylee1227 on Jan 19, 2016, 2:03AM - In reply to seattlerainn
When you are in an abusive situation you have to set your mind in gear and remember these instruction that could save your life.

this relates to any type of abuse, physical, mental, emotional.....anywhere you are uncomfortable you need not be!

1st rule....if anyone....ANYONE ...is abusing you....do not wait until it stops, or until the person settles down...immediately REMOVE yourself from the situation.

if at home, get in the car...drive away......if you do not have a car...walk away....go anywhere...mall, church, park. A parking lot to think...just remove yourself from the situation...this is you taking control and helping yourself.  This also tells the abuser, you are strong and their actions are not acceptable that they cannot control and victimize someone that has left the building.   Then.....next thing is to TELL....not just someone, tell everyone you know...you are being abused....if one does not help you another might......

 
Replied By: cindylee1227 on Jan 19, 2016, 1:52AM - In reply to momof2wasd
You survived the verbal/physical, emotional, abuse.   Yes...it is a memory...just a memory that stings.

if you touch a hot stove...OUCH😁.....it hurt...but the burn healed.  You remember the burn......but in time the memory fades and the hurt is not remembered.   But you learned not to touch a hot stove.  The experience you had with the parent that had issues and could not cope....you learned this is NOT a good way to treat a child/person and I hope you take the high road and treat everyone in your life the way you wanted to be treated.  The abusive parent is the one stuck in their own abusive mind.....they are the one with the problems....you are you....the survivor of all that...like running through a hornets nest.....you made it through a few stings that hurt but....you made it through & will heal......
 
Replied By: cindylee1227 on Jan 19, 2016, 1:38AM - In reply to moonflower33
Hello,here is the good news you might want to consider.....you are not under any hifi mind control.  No one is making you do anything you do not want to do👍🏻.   you can be influenced to do something, commercials on television, influence the audience to try a new product but that is not mind control, the person hears the commercial can decide to buy the product or not.  When anyone gives you advise, tries to have you understand their point of view....it is just that advise. YOU hear & consider the advise & decide for yourself. A parent tells a child....don't you steal anything from that candy store.  If you steal you will be punished, no tv for a week.  The child goes to the candy store....looks at the candy, wants the candy......is it mind control that the child hears...remembers the parents voice...don't you steal or you will be punished......no it is not mind control....it is normal thinking considering all facts a good thing.   The child....hmmmmm...will the child steal the candy , or remember what the parent said...do not steal the candy....if the child does not steal the candy, it was not mind control of the parent, it was the child's choice, considered yes....considered no.....the child was in the driver's seat, just as YOU are always....always...in the driver seat in everything...everything...you do....you my friend control your own mind😉🎉🌟👍🏻☑️
 
Replied By: cindylee1227 on Jan 18, 2016, 6:18PM
SOS...My Liberty & rights taken and confined against my will in a nursing home.  Lived thru major operation, deadly infection at home, went into potassium deficiency & thyroid removed n no meds given afterward left me very weak almost dead.  Begged to see doctor, doc, found out problem but all months prior, I gain much weight and could not get up to walk, arthritis in knee. Went home but without and support home care needs in place, no meds was on blood thinner, went to local emergency room, woman asked me inappropriate psychological questions for a leg trauma patient.  Who is the President...I answered in a annoyed was..George Washington.  The next week I got papers from the court there was going to be a competency hearing for me😳  I could not get there in a wheelchair with bad knee.  Court assigned me a guardian and declared me incompetent.  Guardian forced me to go to nursing home far from my family and the physician here discharged me last September healthy strong but knee still bad, the facility says until the guardian responds I am stuck here😢  I never needed a guardian, a social worker gave me a five minute test against my long, happy, successful life I lead for 60 years.  Commodities broket, realtor, Editor/Reporter,...I can hold my own, mother, grandmother.....girlscout leader ...teacher....but the court deemed me incompetent...who..filed a case or submitted to the court I needed a guardian....I need help to get my life & rights bCk...lost much because of this...home, husband , pets,
 
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